A Traveller’s Writing

Not the time to give up, yet.

Although it was first time i sat exam OSCE Pathology and Microbiology last Monday,
although there were questions i answered wrongly,
but don’t know why,
suddenly after the exam,
i got this feeling,
‘Not yet the time to give up IC2 exam (and also medic).’

Just not the time yet.

Frankly, i used to think,
whatever gonna happens to IC2 Exam, just let it happens,
i don’t care and don’t want to care,
i already enough been in pain and traumatized by this IC2 Exam,
i already feed up with this Medic life,
have no mood and interest anymore to continue medicine course.

But somehow,
looking from the OSCE exam,
i suddenly feel,
i can do it,
therefore no need to let go the exam, yet.

just not the time yet.

Maybe i was ‘too’ confident,
like during the IC2 Exam Januari 2009 last year,
but personally i don’t feel i was too or overconfident,
it is just the feeling:
i can do it.

InshaALLAH.
Bismillah.
Selawat, and Zikr, and be positive towards Allah.
Also, thank you Allah, for You never leave my side.

p.s: I got a lot of sms, wishing me goodluck for my exam and also telling me not to give up. Thank you to Ma, Kak Lah, Yang&Liha, Mr.Ali, Kuhana, Syahir, Maira, Munirah, kak Maedy, etc . Also, thank you to people who wish me face-to-face, like my ex-housemates, my ex-classmates and my current classmates. Also, thank you to people who wishes me through email and chatting, e.g Sal, Kina, Adila, Dikdin, Syamsul, Along, Izzah, Ibah.